Disappointed

2 days passed, and the mail, the sms, the courier, everything I have been waiting... comes to the conclusion with ------- disappointed!

My birthday was 2 days ago.. and I was looking forward that you will at least gv me a sms, that wouldn't make you spent a lot of money ... or even a email, that you wouldn't spent for one cent.. Sadly, nothing from you!!

You are in holiday, you supposed to online everyday, you supposed to have credit on your mobile phone... but, u did nothing...

I feel that I am foolish... foolish that being so consistent on you!

I am so sorry to myself, and even blaming myself that why I keep on dreaming. A dream that never come true. I even pray, hope.. that you will be mine for ever lasting.............

NOW, i woke up by myself, without anyone. I will leave.. and it's time to leave.

I will bury the last love to you in my deep mind.. and it might vanish sometimes, definitely, not now..

brokenheart,
Alice