Disappointed

2 days passed, and the mail, the sms, the courier, everything I have been waiting... comes to the conclusion with ------- disappointed!

My birthday was 2 days ago.. and I was looking forward that you will at least gv me a sms, that wouldn't make you spent a lot of money ... or even a email, that you wouldn't spent for one cent.. Sadly, nothing from you!!

You are in holiday, you supposed to online everyday, you supposed to have credit on your mobile phone... but, u did nothing...

I feel that I am foolish... foolish that being so consistent on you!

I am so sorry to myself, and even blaming myself that why I keep on dreaming. A dream that never come true. I even pray, hope.. that you will be mine for ever lasting.............

NOW, i woke up by myself, without anyone. I will leave.. and it's time to leave.

I will bury the last love to you in my deep mind.. and it might vanish sometimes, definitely, not now..

brokenheart,
Alice

Happy Birthday to me.. Birthday is not happy

Today is my birthday, 23rd birthday.

Have been living in this world for 23 years old.

Happy, sad, excited, disappointed, blame, forgive, forget... everything.. i TRIED..

passing through all the things, and I realised, I grow up! growing up day by day, second by second.

Turn to 23 years old, my journey just started.. and I will not waste my time anymore~~

Before the day, had the celebration and some programmes.. well, it was alright.

My birthday fall on Saturday, and I suppose to have a wonderful birthday. UNFORTUNATELY, there was a fucking ISO training.. PLEASE!!! WHy keep playing around me!! that's enough.. AND MESSY THINGS come in a day!!! TODAY IS NOT MY DAY!

AND I realised, Birthday is not HAPPY!

madness,
Alice

Shelter Home

Last Saturday, HR department organised an Office day to Shelter Home.

The kids are between 4 years old to 12 years old.

They have parents, but, where did the parents go??? shit on them!!!

According to the headmaster at Shelter Home, they are either homeless, abondoned, domestic abused or even sexual abused... I AM SO WONDER... WHY THEY WANT TO TREAT THEIR OWN CHILDREN LIKE THIS??????? What happen on the parents??????

The kids are so cute, so naive... unhappy past just let it go... look at the future and be strong~


kindness,
Alice

My lonely diary

Lonely, a word that express thousands of sadness.



Nobody can know how loneliness am I...



But when I think about you, my mind is not full with lonely anymore.



When I miss you, I am not alone anymore..



I pray for god, hope God will make my dream comes true, a one year dream planner... GOD, do you hear me???? PLEASE, I miss him so much.......

Godness,
Alice

If there is future

If our love can be maintained, we will hapiness for forever;
If we have forever, we will never worry left each other;
If we won't separate, the love can be maintained.

It is just cycle life; when something is good, of course, bad is exist.

I don't expect much from you, neither me.

This is why I always make myself calm down... Love is part of life. When is time to say goodbye, we just say goodbye!

=)
Alice

June, June, JUNE!!!

Is June!!!

Working life... boring life..

So far, still ok~~ Except the salary net became gross.. other things being equal...

new car, is coming soon.. but, not that happy...

have some disagreement with my dad.. the plate no. he request and the no. I want.. different!!!

Well.. lastly, I told him, I will pay him.. omg.. Quarterly of my salary have to pay out for that no.. But, I am willing to that.. for SURE~~~

Is June.. Yeah.. It's June.. Half year to go... and is it my right choice?? I am still thinking....


Emptyness,
Alice