heart broken~

We broke up 3 days ago...

But, I am still miss you like crazy..

I cry, I miss you terrible.

It is funny that the reason that we broken up because of your ex-. You cannot make the decision and therefore, I made it for you~

I don't want you to be in dilemma.. I know, you can't even choose if you have 2 options now...

But, what I disappoint is... even though we have been together, she can easily intervene our relationship. It shows that how fragile for our love.. Our love cannot be strong and hard.. I am really sad...

Anywhere, life goes on.. You are still you, I am still me..

I like you Very Much...

Sadness,
Alice

Bon, Voyage

You left me without say anything...

You didn't left any word... left me without wording..

I have been trying to call you, but.. you avoided my phone for several times..

I decided, to give up~

I hope that you will always remember me, whenever, wherever, whatever..

May god bless you...

Thanks for everything you done for me.

Although short period, I satisfied...

Sadness,
Alice

Calm.. nice.

I went to temple this early morning...

the reason that I went there.. was because... my feeling really complicated~~!

I was wondering...

These few months.. my feelings up and down... I feel helpless.. and I feel messy..

I decided to make myself calm..

When I was in the temple.. I felt I was really calm.. and the feeling that I can't express by wording..

the feeling feel good.. and really comfortable..

I like the moment when I was sitting alone there.. quiet and nice...

although the peaceful only around 15mins, I satisfied.. really..~

Is time to study again... Final Exam is coming around..

Go~Go~Go, Alice~!

Cheers,
Alice

Missing you...

we have been not seeing each other for 2 weeks...

even though we have a phone call everyday, I am still.. miss you so much..

But, anywhere, after the exams, we can seeing each other :)

Let's fight with our EXAM together~ ^^

missing,
Alice

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I am in the lab now..

Not much students tonight.

I am one of the hardworking students in the lab.. actually I am not hardworking, I am just... don't want to go back to my room... so, I rather stay in here and revising anything I want~!

cookies, chewing gum, fruits are beside me... I even bring my pillow to here.. feel tired and sleepy.. But, I know, I can't sleep so easily..

Is time to be hardworking.. I am getting worry about my exams... What I hope and what I want is... I hope I can pass all the subjects in this semester and make this semester become my 'full-stop' for my student life...

May God Bless ME~~

Helpless,
Alice

dying soon... >.<

Final exam is coming soon...

Hopefully this will be my last semester... I really hope so..

I tried my best... study hard and learn hard...

May God Bless Me... to pass all subjects in this semester and make it to the end for my uni. life.

Worries,
Alice

James Bond Casino Royale Colleges Ball 2007

A ball that I thought will very fun.
A ball that I thought will be more classical than nightclub.
A ball that I thought will have more delicious food..

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I WAS WRONG~~!

sad...

totally out of my expectation..

sadness,
Alice

raining night~

it is heavy rain now..

cold weather.. i am staying alone at my room right now..

suddenly, think about you.

I stop my handwork, and give you a ring immediately.

You pick up the phone, by telling me that you are having dinner now.

ehmm~ :) nothing..just want to tell you that is raining now..

raining night.. miss you so much right now.

Sweets,
Alice

Exam is coming to town

not more than one month...

final exam is coming soon...

nervous+nervous+nervous= EXTREMELY nervous.

well... i know, it is not a positive sign for being nervous type.. therefore, I will try my best~~

Aza Aza Fighting.. with my EXAMS~!

Perhaps everything will be alright..

May god bless me ~!

Cheers,
Alice

Is not what I want.. =.=

Just got my Employment Relations Assignment results. terrible BAD..

few weeks ago, i got my SMA and AUD mid-term results, it was really satisfied. Besides, I got my BIS results, either. It was good, too.. I thought, god is getting like me.. I thought, my last semester will be very smooth...

BUT, today, when the tutor hand us back the assignment, my heart.. clash...

Everything was my imagination... God does not like me...

I tried to be strong.. But, when I was talking to my 자기야, I cried. I know, I will cry..

After cried, after have a can of diet coke, I calmed down...

As my 자기야 said, past is past; It could not turn back.. so, just look forward and do anything that I have not done yet. Yes, he is right. I should.. no, I must...

But, why my heart beat now is so... fast.. why I am so worry now..

Please god... my hope.. to graduate as soon as possible.. I REALLY want.. thousands pray...

Depresses,
Alice

Grandma, I MISS YOU

one year exactly...

Grandma left us one year ago.. she get rid of her painful, get rid of her illness.. she passed away.

In fact, we should glad on behalf of her, as she can rest peacefully; But, just miss her so much.

She was such a perfect wife, good mum and SUPERWOMEN grandmum. Every little single thing, she will do for us, without any reason...

OH, grandma.. I am really really grateful that you were my grandma. I was such a happiness granddaughter; I had a wonderful childhood memories with you. You were such so... so excellent.

Grandma, How are you in the other world? Everything get used to it? I hope you are. Rest In Peace~

Grandmum, I miss you so much.

Sad,
Alice

waRminG up~~!

Is time to STUDY!~

week 10 begins.. left 4 weeks to go~ and EXAMS!!~

before that, 3 more assignments to go, which are Strategic Management Accounting, Business Information System, Screen Aesthetics, due on week 10, week 11 and week 14 respectively. arrgghh~~! looks like I can't have a breath before that!~

this semester seems like going so fast.. hoo... ...

AzA aZa fighTing!~

StudyIngHard,
Alice