unhappy

I thought you and I can over..

why? why? why?? why you told me something that I am unwilling to know?

You said, please dont misundestand that. the reason that I didn't contact you is not because of I have another girl.. You are trying to tell me not misunderstand..

Just because you have exam..

If you dont tell me, I might be give up.
If you dont tell me, I might not crying.
If you dont tell me, I might forget..

What can I do now, dear god?

Is he my future? Or should I give up instead??

lost,
Alice

Next step of my life, OL~

I am going to step into my new life, become a Office Lady start from May.

It will be a long journey from now on... And hopefully... Everything will be smooth.~

May God Bless Me.

Fighting,
Alice

Dilemma-ing

I am in dilemma...

2 jobs- offer me at the same time..

One with tougher job, high paid, OT most of the time, near.

One with easier job, low paid, work on Sat, far.

What should I do? WHich one should I go for?

Oh, my god.. dilemma, dilemma, dilemma..~~~ =.=

dilemma,
Alice

Brand New me

Whenever I cut my hair, means I want a new life..

I had my hair cut last Friday... ~~~

BrandNew,

Alice

heart broken again...

My heart broken once again~~!! AND this time will be the last time for me... to think about you..

No crying after today.. and no missing from tomorrow

Peaceful...

And let's it be~~

sadness,
Alice

getting tired...

Getting tired of our love...

Yeah.. I admit lastly, Long distance love will never maintain well if one of them surrender...

Maybe I am just tiring of keep giving out.. You didn't do anything.. But, I sent sms, left e-mail, card every month, courier every month.. I did anything within my scope.. But, what I received from you was a few sms for one month.. and that's it.. I am not demanding anything, I am just want you to remember ME... I just want you to inform me that you are still the one love me...

I am disappointed.. our last sms was.. You asked me, why did I go to clinic... I was really disappointed.. from the previous smsed, I clearly noted that I am sick.. But, ... have you ever pay attention on me once???

I am just tired... tired of a relationship...

I need some time, to think about blank future now..

tiredness,
Alice

April Fool

Today is 1st of April~~ April Fool Day!!

Be careful~~

laughness,
Alice