Is not what I want.. =.=

Just got my Employment Relations Assignment results. terrible BAD..

few weeks ago, i got my SMA and AUD mid-term results, it was really satisfied. Besides, I got my BIS results, either. It was good, too.. I thought, god is getting like me.. I thought, my last semester will be very smooth...

BUT, today, when the tutor hand us back the assignment, my heart.. clash...

Everything was my imagination... God does not like me...

I tried to be strong.. But, when I was talking to my 자기야, I cried. I know, I will cry..

After cried, after have a can of diet coke, I calmed down...

As my 자기야 said, past is past; It could not turn back.. so, just look forward and do anything that I have not done yet. Yes, he is right. I should.. no, I must...

But, why my heart beat now is so... fast.. why I am so worry now..

Please god... my hope.. to graduate as soon as possible.. I REALLY want.. thousands pray...

Depresses,
Alice